I want to sleep with you. Innocently. I want to curl up next to you, skin to skin. I want to lay my head on your chest and listen to your heart beat. I want to plant little kisses everywhere possible. I want your hand on my lower back, rubbing circles after a long day of work. I want your sleepy smile looking down at me and your bed head to laugh at the next morning. I just want you. All of you.
I don’t understand why everything feels so bad right now. I don’t see what exactly led us to this point and I really do not know what to do. I’m confused.